My entitlement.

My fascination with redheads will never die. I am just like my mother in some ways, and this is definitely one of them. Of course, I am bigger on it than she'll ever know, more than you'll ever know. Although, I have not done much trying when it comes to making myself appear to be a full-blown ginger, that just wasn't meant to be for me.

I can just tell that with my dramatic facial structure that color just would not ever work for me. Never was there a color that I wanted more. I bet you couldn't have guessed if you actually got to know me in person that this is my favorite hair color. Curly redheads might just be my ultimate favorite though.

I am however thinking of getting darker shades of red mixed in with my natural chestnut brown hair. That is the idea that I am and will be going for in the near future.

How to find natural pearl necklaces:

Actually, that was what I was about to ask you. I plan to go out tonight with my mommy to find a matching pair of both a natural classic pearl necklace and bracelet. I am not sure where they are sold, nor do I know what the price of them will cost, but I am on a full on mission to get them both before my junior prom which will be taking place on my sixteenth birthday; November 13th.

I am guessing that the lowest cost of any actual pearl necklaces are around $200, if that. I will go with the lowest if I must, but I would just like to walk into my prom with those babies in all of their glory and radiance.

I am really excited, so I hope my mom brings enough money, or at least a fucking check. I am looking for something along the lines of this and it runs at a price of $405:

Can I make it there for me?

Laying down in tight jeans isn't the most pleasurable, so I am going to change, then continue with typing out what has been scattered everywhere in my mind lately.

1.) I feel like I keep pausing on what I know and what I need to figure out.

2.) I feel like I keep running in circles. And I cannot stress that saying enough, it is true for me in almost every aspect.

3.) I feel like I am hitting everything on the head.

4.) Sometimes I feel like a few of my friends really aren't the ones I was looking to surround myself with.

5.) From what I have come from to where I have been I feel like I have done the highest possible movement.

6.) Everything has finally stopped spinning.

(Extended) Dangerous Ballerina.

Read the below information in my older blog about the Dangerous Ballerina line by Nicole Alyse.

A Sweet Sensation.

If I'm both feeling as if I am one step ahead and one step behind, then do I meet some sort of happy-medium compromise? I am constantly urging myself to take a stand and do what is challenging and difficult to achieve in life. It's tough, but rewarding. The things I work for couldn't make me happier.

Average is the new extravagent.

If you were given everything at your feet, I doubt you'd be satisfied.

Anyway, I think that it is safe to say that I gain inspiration from tons and tons of irrelevant things. Irrelevance is te epitome of divine influence.

I've held it together for this new fierce strength, yet I am weak?
We all have weaknesses and fears, don't we? Then I know it is fairly common to want to build yourself up.

I need to survive this, and of course I will...
I have made it through every difficult time in my life, and I am surely ready to put up with more.

Momentary relief brings me a taste of worthiness in life.


This outfit:

Hm? Well, I must admit, this is one of my more simpler days.

All I have on is my vintage rainbow parka that I picked up at another garage sale.

Finding my happy-medium.

All has been well lately, I've figured out a lot of things within a small window of time. Things I either never thought could be thought of, or I just thought were nearly impossible to come to good terms on grasping. I don't think life is limited. I think it provides many lessons, and values, just everything. I cannot push that upon myself or anyone else enough. Life could always be going better, but it can also be going a lot worse than it actually is so I cannot complain. I'm basically here to tell you that I am content with all of the things around me.

I felt utterly beautiful in this outfit, it has much of a summer feel, although I cheated since this was taken by my significant other in late August? Early September? I couldn't imagine who I would be with my taste for fashion, I couldn't. If you met me in person then you would understand that my facial appearance is very much different from anyone else that you've ever witnessed.

I've always been told that I have this "unique beauty" going for me, and that I should not give away what it has to offer.

Here is a more recent self-explanatory outfit.

Floral over-shirt: Garage sale that my significant other picked up.
White under-shirt: My mother bought it, I have no idea where.
Vintage multicolored belt: Flea market downstairs from a fair.
White shorts: Mom picked up from somewhere.
Beaded sandals: Journey's.
Flower necklace: Forever 21.